Monthly Archives: July 2005

I read
Your words
To tears, silicon drown
In your seas, I read your words
To the Night, and asked it if it would ever
Be light,
I read yours to
The most high,
Did you ever hear him cry?

The depths of
Your soul,
The depths of
Your loss,
Your cross a weight pushing you so low.
Oh these
Private depths not to
Be plumbed,
Journeys of ever
Sorrow, wind about
Tomorrow,
Tomorrow, and the day after next,
Will they lead to
where were you left,
bereft of an
angel on the side of the road?

If we
Could we meet tonight,
Beneath a streetlamp,
To forget
Our sighs, thoughts and dreams, and
Make our
Memories obsolete.
There is lighting in the air,
Thunder was in your soul.
Rain fills the skies,
Lighting was in our eyes.

When all this glory shall pass,
And the fireflies rise and alight
On Grace’s hand, fly
On Lydia’s commands
The seeds that died,
Ashes in the sea,
Watered with this glory
And waves and tides
Over the land
Slowly swell,
Slowly grow, and grow till we
Are covered in living rows.

God O my God

leave me alone,
O ghost, o Spirit,
You holy wind over
Revolving
Revolting

earthly mass,
this trash and crass
bedpans and walkers.

Wind that blows
Mountains to widower
and widowed canyons
and then to dust.

Dust to dust
Ashes to ash, and
Feces on the front page.
God, o my God
Can you blow off my
rage the way everything
Else was blown away?

I am a vessal of clay,
Filled with crematorium ash,
I hear eagles and doves
telling me how I’ve got
great memories…
Memories are everything,
Are they bread or flesh Or
the spirit leaving flesh in a
bind… please, please, please

Ilovedherbodytoo, dearest Ordet
flesh is presence as real as
Garden in the afternoon and alone with two
loves, oh God my God was heaven
Made for memories?
A parka of lace for the rainy streets?

O God when an old man’s hand
slowly withdraws
Who is sliping from whom?Who
Is descending into the tomb?
GOD,GOD,GOD,GOD,GOD,GOD,GOD.

She has two towers
You cannot enter–

One is gold, seen
Only beneath the afternoon
Sun. The other appears
Only under a crescent moon.

No flags adorn, but
The ivy which entwines
As her thoughts
About lonely minds.

She has two towers
You cannot forget–

Beneath the crescent Moon,
When she ceases to hides
You glimpse through the leaves
A thief with Eve’s eyes–

Eyes unused to the
crematory smoke and hands
Idly drawing forth
Infants from these barren lands.