
(I should of done this months ago, but Kmax adoration is a yearlong event, no?)
Dear Kevin,
I finally got my picture taken with you, after about an hour of prodding from my cousins. Twice I shook your hand, and twice mumbled that the show was great. Now thricely I shall say the show was great, and thanks for the show. To begin, it was my birthday, and it was like the show was a gift, and it was my cousin Daniel’s first concert, and he was excited the entire time, and his sisters, Grace and Elizabeth left with a new crush. Thank you for flirting with our cameras, and us in the crowd, you were just wanting to be friends but you flattered your crowd anyway. And thanks as well for your energy; unwilling to let anyone remain passive to the music. Finally thank you very much for performing “Stay.”
You dedicated “Stay” to Europe, and won our foreign hearts. My cousins, siblings, and myself think Europe as home. France, Germany, Slovakia, Hungary, and the land between is remembered with the same sort of fondness some of their backyards. A secret garden, hidden from 270 million American eyes, and with us incognito to Europe. And so like you wish everything could stay, the same as yesterday.
I also know special friendships, birthed, and died by the end of a week (also in Europe). You warbled and bent your notes to infiltrate every crack of my soul (and others), and every note.

oh the English rain
seems to follow me again
all the way from Sintra Portugal
it’s where i met you just one year ago
oh sweet memory (riding motorbikes down to the sea)
didn’t feel like reality even when it was happening
and i want everything to stay
the same as yesterday
i want everything to stay the same
i saw you board the Paris train
your little halo hung sideways
you didn’t know i was there to see you go
standing in your furs and your arms around another fool
oh tortured memory ( Ceasar Paciotti’s standing in the city square)
you smothered everything, just when it started happening
and i want everything to stay ( i wanted to stay)
the same as yesterday
i want everything to stay the same ( i want it to stay)
love is a deadly potion
stabs the heart and bleeds emotion
and now nothing is the same again
oh the politics of love
oh the politics of love and not feeling loved
i know you, you doubted me all along
even when i told you that you were the one
and in the street i left a lonely rose
that no one knows, and no one knows, and no one knows
but me
i want everything to stay
the same as yesterday
want everything to stay the same
love is a deady potion
stabs the heart and bleeds emotion
love is a chain reaction
we just thought it was attraction
and i never wanted to change ( and now you forced me)
and i never wanted to change ( and how you forced me)
and i know it for a fact.